When does the disconnect come in?
When do you start to feel uncomfortable in your situation?
When do you realize you’re actively suppressing your feelings?
When do you think you’re beginning to overthink things?
When do you realize that the things you’re feeling are not your own?
That they’re actually those of somebody else?
When do you realize you’re actually fine and this is what you wanted along.
When you keep a secret from your friend and they find out and start giving you shit about it, then they ask you why you kept it from them in the first place